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comp0n3nts @ 2009-10-24T17:06:00

2009-10-24T09:08:48Z

Was watching some HK drama.. the girl said “You can get use of the good and bad points of a person, you can get use to everything, you can even get use of breaking up, but you can never get use to losing your close ones."

Totally agree.

comp0n3nts @ 2009-10-22T22:35:00

2009-10-22T14:37:07Z

Must you be the one.. to make my heart break?

im damn frustrated with myself.. for missing u sooo much.. overwhelmed by emo-ness for the past few days.. today i'm better..

N...............................................................................................<3

comp0n3nts @ 2009-10-18T21:56:00

2009-10-18T14:19:14Z

This is the first time after months.. ages.. that i update lj.

I miss you Nicole.. 2 months.. I only feel the misses growing..

I kept having flashbacks about the day i knew. that horrible feeling.. i felt like i was lost. somewhere.. i couldnt seem to find my way..... stunned. that feeling.. is still fresh in my memory.

I kept thinking of the impossible.. like what i could have done. like giving you a call on monday.. asking how are you.. then i could listen to your voice..

like if i've known.. i wouldn't have let go of u on friday... i would hold u tight. never to let u leave me...
all these.. are just.. wishes.. things that will never happen.. like how would i noe that you will leave me so suddenly.. without warning. without the last goodbye. You yourself didnt even noe...

there is no one day.. i dun think of u.... subway... where we sneak out of the lec for subway.. that was the last subway i had with you..

every tiny little things remind me of u.. wat we did, and wat we could have done together.. sometimes.. when i watch tv... ppl talked about all the impossibles.. i think.. since its impossible.. why think of it?.. now... i understand..

Uncle Joseph talked to me last night.. telling me Edison is back.. and he is scared.. that he will miss you even more.. he said.. get him to talk about you.. its good therapy.. i've entrust this task to kim.. :)

so now.. im here doing my therapy too.. :) i love you nicole..

photos!!! LOVE GFS

2008-04-22T13:37:30Z

went out with loves.. finished sch at 10.30am.. super early.. so we went siglap for lunch.. ate at hk cafe! and we took some photos.. had a great meal with great company.. for the photos.. juz in case u can't find nicole.. she is beside me.. hahahahaha! and i think the pics we took look super nice.. although i looked chao tar.. love kim's semi pro cam.. haha.. but kim looked country bumpkin, cause she was carrring the cam everywhere..

then we headed down to ice cream chef.. the ice cream was awesome.. and we cam whored.. we took one photo and printed it at the shop and decorated it.. THEN WE put it up on the board... COOL RIGHT!!!! i show u guys next time.. or when u guys chill at ICC, find our photos.. =D

photos we took with kim's semi pro cam during sl teaparty.. i think its super cool! wat do u think? we cam whored again.. ahahaa its really fun with loves!

i totally love all of the photos.. super nice.. some are spastic..

dunno wat's wrong with my face../ but yeah.. spastic. the one on the right. is.. no comment.. i was bored.. u noe.
i think there will be more coming.. SEE YA!!

i realised

2008-04-06T09:37:51Z

i realised that i like to post emo contents for lj and others in bs... haha..

anyway, watched She's the Man again... the 6th time i think.. i still finds it funny, maybe cause i was freaking bored..

the reason why i'm emo is.. school is starting, and we would be in different classes... i really CAN wait for sch to start... pray for a fantastic class next sem.. haven been going out much this holiday... that's really sad, and no outing with ALL the gfs... kim is always missing, and she's going missing again next week... how great! and my trip to malaysia for qing ming was cancelled, but my mum's going.. she doesn't wanna rush back by 14th, so i decided not to go.. p.s i hope my passed away grand father won't mind.. i'm really sorry..

p.s cercles: can we go out before school starts? with everyone able to make it?

and i can't wait for PORUS outing.. heard that they r going seoul garden during the 1st week of school.. COOLNESS! PORUS IS SOOO COOL CAN!
PORUS OEI!!!
BRAVE!
PORUS OEI!!!!
POWERFUL!!!
PORUS OEI!!!!!!!
BRAVE & POWERFUL
BRAVE & POWERFUL
BRAVE & POWERFUL
HU HA PORUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wooooooooooo!!!

oh and one more thing.. i forgot the glamourous cheer already.. hahah! i remembered the teletubbies one, goodness cheer, oei cheer, pom cha cheer, sassypink cheer.. thats all right? yep i think the glamourous one very difficult to remember.. the claps and stuff..

PORUS LET'S GOOOO!!!
POM CHA POM CHA POM CHA POM CHA
P-O-R-U-S
P-O-R-U-S
POM CHA POM CHA POM CHA POM CHA
BRAVE & POWERFUL
BRAVE & POWERFUL
*repetitions.. =D

with this cheer, i shall now end this post.. SEEYA!!!

Random post

2008-03-30T03:20:38Z

你是没长脑子，还是脑子长霉 ? directly quoted from <corner with love>.
love this quote. super funny! one of my favourite quote from shows.. i recommend the show the X-family too.. starring farenheit (however u spell it..).. but wu zun only appears in the last episode..
reminded me of sj.. i'm emo-ing again.. i've only worn this adult cap badge for competitions and only a few other times.. and my SGT rank.. i've put in on my uniform.. but i've never worn it... i remember last time when i polished my boots like crazy.. enough to see my face.. haha! i even polished my belt and cap badge.. haiz.. my uniform is now oversized... full of holes on the sleeve.. cause of the cpb badges... my boots is probably hiding somewhere.. unpolished.. my belt probably have traces of rust... my first aid skills thrown aside... sir probably feels disappointed.. and i probably forgot my footdrill and commands.. oh man... i miss st john's... once an enthu member. now... a competition and duty go-er forgets her first aid skills... a commander who forgets the commands.. i've even forgotten my cpr.. the new one.. is it 30-2? i think so.. i dun even noe how many sec 1s are there now.. how awesome..

alright stop emo-ing... argh.. tml is the start of sl camp.. and i am so "Excited" to see how they will seperate us.. wonderful! *not the sarcasm..

Out for lunch!

2008-03-28T10:13:15Z

Went AMK hub for lunch.. love the fish bee hoon at the food court! then.. walked around ntuc... BORING! haha.. the sushi there smell sooo nice... there is lots of food in that ntuc.. and all of them looks yummy! unfortunately, i've had my lunch.. and i dun wanna get fat.. currently on diet.. apparently..
i haven been excercising... i was suppose to excercise this hols.. but i didn't... sucks! running.. i hate running.. ARGH!!!!
my eye is soooo itchy.. wanna get contact lense.. but too ex.. i want the daily disposable one. cause i dun think i can clean the lense well... ok.. save up... oh no! i'm super duper broke.. mum haven gave me money for ez- link.. and lunch.. sucks..

finished packing camp stuff.. super heavy.. haiz.. and i have to take bus all the way.. oh man.. sucks..

I....

2008-03-25T14:10:59Z

SEW!!! hahahah! i was so bored.. i took out the sewing kit and sew a very ugly "L" on my black cap.. i used silver thread.. its cool but ugly.. i suck at sewing.. i'm looking for something else to sew! hahah

Photos in blogspot!

2008-03-16T02:39:00Z

alright, the photos of my grandma's bday are at my blogspot account.. as there are too many of them.. i'm not going to upload them here..

My blogspot: http://components-of-life.blogspot.com

Nth much to blog abt.. went to the suntec food fest yesterday.. but we didn't eat anything.. cause we ate before that already.. lame right.. -_-|||... after lunch.. my mum wanted to go there.. she wanted to buy brown rice... so we went.. and couldn't find that bloody brown rice.. and it was bloody crowded..

so my mum went to buy some yu ren sheng stuff. then left.... wat a wasted trip...

then got home and started playing game again... wat a boring life man...

Due to unbearable boredom...

2008-03-15T04:55:34Z

I created this livejournal account.. This whole week, i've been rotting at home.. playing games and watching tv..

i really need to go out and have a meal or something.... so far, i've been on diet due to massive eating when i was in malaysia.. Oh.. and i seriously dun feel like going for SL camp... i dun feel that enthusiasm anymore.. i dun wanna group with some other peeps i dunno... i will feel ultra strange and no energy.. then i'll not get high and stuff...

now that results are out.. one more thing that worries me... changing of class... its really stupid that the stupid system wants u to change class every year... when u got used to your class, the faces, the things.. they seperate u.. stupid.. it makes no sense... there are ways to socialise.. but not this way.. i hope i can to be in the same class as people i noe..